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United States
Name: Janelle Nicole (most likely known as Binx)
Eye color: Hazle brown...ish
Hair color: Brown/Black
Height: 5"7
Interests: Color Gard, Music, Anime, Puppies, Kitties, my family (sometimes),movies, and food.

Current Residence: My house
deviantWEAR sizing preference: ...whats that
Print preference: i don't like prints
Favourite genre of music: I like anything... BUT rap that has curswords
Skin of choice: the one i have now
Favourite cartoon character: SQUIDWARD ALL THE WAY BABY
Well I'm still alive. I graduadted from High school. Yay... Okay so I have had the Worst week of my life. Actully it was more of Thursday and Friday being the worst days. On thrusday I figured out my mom's surgery for friday had been cancled. They told her that she should have saw a cardiologist last week when she was cleared to go to Disney with us. It gets worse. Durring that same day I got into a fight with my boyfriend. It was mostly my fault because I had so much emotion built up that I took it out on the one person I never wanted to hurt. The fight lasted for an hour. Then I stopped texting him for five minuets. (yes we had a fight over a text) Then I felt so guilty that I appologized. We both agrred that we were both out of line and I thought everything was okay agian.... But I was wrong... I asked him in the begining of this week if he would come over on Friday because I didn't want to be alone... Even though my mom's surgery wasn't happing anymore he still came over. At first I didn't think that anything was wrong because he brought me food and a little stuffed pickachu. We went back to my/sister's room we just started to talk. At first it was a pleasant conversation but I could tell something was wrong with him. He wasn't disrespectful, or nasty about it which was good. But I tried to get him to change his mind. Now I know that's a big no no when a guy dumps you, but it hurt. We were doing so well for almost 6 months. We rarely faught. We would have went to the eneds of the earth for each other. He kept telling me that he didn't feel that his love wasn't as strong as it was. I kept asking what are you talking about? We are still fine. Then it hit me... That fight... It was my fault... I was pushing him away. We sat in that room for 5 hours. My parent's weren't home for half of it. Mainly the last half. He told me that he promised he was going to see some freinds that lived near me before he left. When he went to leave I kept wispering please don't leave me...As I watched him walk out my door way I started to cry uncontrolably. I didn't just cry...I wailed. I messaged my two best friends and the one was having problems of her own but she felt so bad for me. The other rushed to my house in 5 minuets. He sat with me in my living room and he tried making me feel better. It worked actully. He took my mind off of the break up in an instant. But the funny thing was not even an hour after my boyfriend broke up with me i got a text "hey" from him. My friend looked at me and told me to awnser him to see what he wanted. So I sent back hi and I he sent back that he was walking back down my street because he realized that he had made a huge mistake. I Didn't know what to say or do. I showed my friend and he and I sat on my couch dumfounded. So I called my other friend up and I told her about what had just happened. I watched him walk down my driveway and I started to get pissed. I let him come back into the house and he sat on my couch. I told him that I spent 5 hours crying and pleaing to him to stay with me, and it took him an hour to figure out that very same thing! I didn't know wether to Kick him or Kiss him. I still don't feel okay about the whole thing even though we are togther again. I can't forget the pain. 

Anyway that's the whole shabang. Sorry if I bored you with my drama. Just thought I would give you an update.
  • Mood: Emotional
  • Listening to: The T.V
  • Drinking: Water

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UriahGallery Featured By Owner 20 hours ago  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the :+fav:!

-Jonathan Uriah Denney :pointl:
YourAngelofLight Featured By Owner 20 hours ago  Hobbyist Artist
You're welcome!~ I love your pictures!
UriahGallery Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thank you for the :+fav:!

Facebook Page :pointl:
YourAngelofLight Featured By Owner Mar 25, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
You're welcome :)
SkyMan8 Featured By Owner Jan 23, 2014
Thought I'd say thanks for the fav on "The Violinist". :)
redanime18 Featured By Owner Jan 20, 2014  Student Artist
I'llstop but keep contacting me I'll report for harrassment for your information I have a loving boyfriewnd he has never hurt me your wrong idc what you think just leave me the hell alone God
YourAngelofLight Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Report me were? On here? Facebook? Got news for you hun nothing stops me. Reportong me only shows how immature you are compare to me. And you brought this on yourself so don't even act like the innocent victim. I have already tought about reporting you to the police several times for harassment to Zach. You're very lucky that Zach has stoped me. So don't even tell me you left him for someone better because you will never find another one like him.
redanime18 Featured By Owner Jan 21, 2014  Student Artist
Your right I'm wrong I've stopped just stop contacting me and will be fine I'll go about my life I'll be gone in a couple weeks I've found a place so. sorry hope everyone is ok and zach does awesome in Air Force. 
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YourAngelofLight Featured By Owner Dec 18, 2013  Hobbyist Artist
Oh MY GOD! :la: I thought you died? Haow are you? :tighthug:
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